Let me hear you call my name.
Wanling.26 January. |
Reminisce
Saturday, July 2
Wow. I didn't realise my past few posts have been so emo. Well I guess I know what's wrong but yeah... I don't seem to have the strength to control myself.A levels... you are such a bitch, seriously. ):< I regret choosing the JC route, although it's only 2 years before uni, but the amount of stress you have to go through is indescribable. Sometimes I feel so stress, I can actually plan my own death. Like seriously, who in the right mind would do that. ): Someone asked me how I was in JC, all I said was I am so stress, I even thought about killing myself. I so wished I went to poly, to do business or something related. At least everything is in modules and all. Sigh, too late for regrets. Then again, I thought back and remembered those who were not close to me, yet they went all out to help me find a JC to appeal into. Even asking their teachers from their alma mata. I am thankful to have band conductors and instructors, and teacher in charge who were willing to help me. I guess.. we should all count our blessings and Not dwell upon stuff that makes us upset or angry for no reason? (: Seeing so many familiar faces today brought back so many happy memories of Secondary school. Although my first impression of the school wasn't very good, the culture was so different from the one I had in Australia, but at the end of the day.. I didn't just graduate with an average cert, but with friends who will always stay the same no matter what happens, or where they go. (: I miss Peicai so much, I really wish we could have a day where everyone from 4G 2009 came back and go through one math lesson with Miss Leow again. I miss the feeling so much. ): It's only 4 more months till the battle begins. It's time to wake up and Stop procrastinating like I always do and leave everything to the last minutes. Failure is Not going to be in my dictionary anymore and I am going to do my best and give everything I do, my Best Shot. :D Wanling. You can do it :D |
Goodbye.
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