Let me hear you call my name.
Wanling.26 January. |
Tuesday, January 24
Screw this CNY shit, minus the food. Hate all this inter-family conflicts and all.Sigh.. When will it be my turn to have a full extended family photo with my grandma.. Hate this. Birthday in 2 days. Not expecting anything.. especially from you. Done with making others happy. When is it my turn to be happy. #foreveralone Alone on New Year's Eve
Saturday, December 31
Well well, 2011 is finally coming to an end? What a year it has been! So many major events taking place, so many firsts and many lasts. I am proud to say that I've graduated from SAJC! That means no more school, no more uniforms, no more Cambridge exams for me. (: (:I can say that I'm thankful for not just the good things that happened in 2011, but also the not so good things that occured in 2011. Without the bad stuff, I wouldn't have learnt life lessons, would I? (: Mmmmm... At least 2011 was better than 2010, despite struggling in school towards the A levels. I wasn't as emotionally-disturbed as I was in 2010. One step forward for me. (: Trip with my family to South Korea in December was amazing (: Hmmmmmm.. Few more hours before we say goodbye to 2011. Time has flown by so so quickly. I dont know what's in store for me in 2012, but I hope it'll be good! Maybe someday, you'll finally start talking to me. Happy New Year everyone, have an awesome year ahead and stay healthy. (: Sunday, September 25
I've never felt so miserable. Sigh.. Tonight the tears will fall.. Feelings that have been repressed for such a long time. When will the heart decide, I dont know.. But its killing me so badly. ]: Officially Missing You.
Saturday, September 24
Wow, it's been a really long time since I last posted something here huh. I've been so caught up with exams, revision, tests, mugging, and stuff like that. Sigh, I finally understand why people say JC life is damn tough. Yeah, I understand what "tough" means... more like hell actually. ):Hrmmmm... prelims are over and the dreaded A levels are in about a month and a few weeks time. Can't waste anymore time and can't afford anymore mental blockages during exams. Seriously, those moments are really !#$%^&** ):< Ahhh well, at least I know where I want to go after A's. I've got a Plan A and a Plan B. (: Freeeeedom in 9 weeks and 4 days! I can't freaking wait coz parents booked a 7D6N trip to South Korea babeh! :D Omgomg, I can't wait!! Okay, not because its snowing and all but omgggggg its Korea!! :D I am so gonna leave lots of room in my luggage for all the stuff I want to buy! Zomg facial products!! *squeals* ^^ Yup yup, heard from Rachel and Yanting that Korean clothes aren't that bad too. Hopefully they'll have some non-winter apparel (: Dum dee dum... I baked today! My chocolate lamingtons look soooo yum yum :D Yup, everytime I walk past Madjacks at Nex and see their Raspberry lamingtons, I'd have this urge to bake them anddd I finally did (: Mmmmm... don't think I'll bake any cookies soon. Probably after A's! My post-Alevels things-to-do list is never ending (: Alrighty! I hope people still remember bluepapercups, heh! TTFN! Seeyou in 9 weeks! (: Reminisce
Saturday, July 2
Wow. I didn't realise my past few posts have been so emo. Well I guess I know what's wrong but yeah... I don't seem to have the strength to control myself.A levels... you are such a bitch, seriously. ):< I regret choosing the JC route, although it's only 2 years before uni, but the amount of stress you have to go through is indescribable. Sometimes I feel so stress, I can actually plan my own death. Like seriously, who in the right mind would do that. ): Someone asked me how I was in JC, all I said was I am so stress, I even thought about killing myself. I so wished I went to poly, to do business or something related. At least everything is in modules and all. Sigh, too late for regrets. Then again, I thought back and remembered those who were not close to me, yet they went all out to help me find a JC to appeal into. Even asking their teachers from their alma mata. I am thankful to have band conductors and instructors, and teacher in charge who were willing to help me. I guess.. we should all count our blessings and Not dwell upon stuff that makes us upset or angry for no reason? (: Seeing so many familiar faces today brought back so many happy memories of Secondary school. Although my first impression of the school wasn't very good, the culture was so different from the one I had in Australia, but at the end of the day.. I didn't just graduate with an average cert, but with friends who will always stay the same no matter what happens, or where they go. (: I miss Peicai so much, I really wish we could have a day where everyone from 4G 2009 came back and go through one math lesson with Miss Leow again. I miss the feeling so much. ): It's only 4 more months till the battle begins. It's time to wake up and Stop procrastinating like I always do and leave everything to the last minutes. Failure is Not going to be in my dictionary anymore and I am going to do my best and give everything I do, my Best Shot. :D Wanling. You can do it :D Insomnia
Saturday, June 25
Couldn't fall asleep yesterday.. until 3..Mind was like a whirlpool with everything messed up. Priorities and Responsibilities. Sigh.. I have no where to run to. Its like a never-ending nightmare.. due to built up stress? I really dont know. Maybe its PMS again.. Why don't fairytales exist... All the happily ever afters.. Are all Lies. Poison Apples. The world needs more of those, and less lemons. I need to walk.. Sigh, I wish Cindy was still alive to keep me company when I'm down. Best friend anyone can have, warm and cuddly... With a purple tongue. Qwertyuioplkjhgfdsazxcvbnm Mnbvcxzlkjhgfdsapoiuytrewq I'm going crazy. Damn you Brain. Just listen and feel the heart for once. Sgjswrufnkjwemjzhhcbnxzsqqweryjlppkmnxsafhklpifddancdawwgjjjokchdysysigsfigisgoxohxohxodysyostosgogsogsgkxgoxohcfdksystwqqtwtoyr yrortsdxbxmbxmbxvxlhcisifgozgkxlhcobl lbnlnljfytajsgkkg Its killing me inside.. So freaking bad. Twilight
Friday, June 24
Finally understood why I bother watching the Twilight movies..Its not for Edwards sparkly body or Jacobs smoking hot abs ( i've seen better) Maybe its how Edward treats Bella... Hmm. I dont know why Im talking about Twilight rn, but its sll I can think of and its freaking annoying coz its keeping me awake. Sigh. I need a shell and I'll roll myself away to neverland. Why is it so difficult to be happy. |
Goodbye.
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